im a fat boy?!?!?

for the past 4 days i've been following the progress of this HIV patient who was admitted for left sided paralysis. due to HIV status, it was suspected that the left sided body paralysis was likely to be cause by a cerebral infection(eg: toxoplasmosis, cerebral abscess, neurocysticercosis).

the dude doesnt have much visitors except for his sister who visits him periodically. all his family members had disown him cause of his HIV status and plus he is a pimp by profession and an active IV drug user.

anyway, on the first few days he would tell me he is hungry and that he wants to eat but no one is there to buy him food and the he does not agree with the hospital food. so i bought him some simple cake during my break time. the next day, he said he wanted coke with the cake. so i got him. on the third day, he wanted two packets of cake and a coke. on the 4th day, he wanted the same plus cigarettes. wah lau, melebih man!!!! i bought him the everything but the coke.

on the fifth day i was pretty busy with other stuff so i did not follow up on him in the morning. but in the afternoon, i went to his ward to observe a pleural tap (they stick a needle into your lung to remove whatever fluid or pus thats in it. oh yeah, and the doctor that did that procedure, well he stick the needle into the left lung when the lesion was on the right lung). during the procedure suddenly i heard him calling out "FEH CHAI!! FEH CHAI!!!" (fat boy)

i didnt bother looking at his direction as i was to engrossed looking at the procedure. i thought he was calling out for someone else. and he kept calling out, "WEI FEHH CHOO!!FEHH CHOO AH!!!(fat pig)

when i turned at his direction only did i realised he was calling me.

ME??!!!! he is calling me a FAT PIG!!!

MAI CIBAI!!!!!

i walked towards him with ego also bruised up and mood suddenly being real foul,

me: ah, why you calling me for??
pts: why never buy food for me??
me: how i know you want food?? you also never tell me you want food.
pts: who said i never tell you?? you promised you'll buy this morning!!

kanineh!!! i was not in the ward the whole day, how the hell i could have promised you to get you food. and some more call me a fat pig in front of the whole fucking ward then expect me to buy food for you. KNNCC!!!! Tiu leh lor mor la!!!

me: ok ok. i'll get you later.
pts: make sure ah!! you dont forget again. if not i wont trust you fat people again.

yah, like your trust means a lot to me.

po-dah la!! pandi sutek na ket

anyway, i left the hospital in the afternoon forgetting to get him food.

and i dont feel bad bout it.